Mind My Business™

再多两分钟

2010-02-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

分了多久，不再算了。
谁对谁错，都已无所谓。
就留下那些美好的时刻，然后好好的埋起来。
想你，也是在单思，
累了，再多两分钟，就不再想了。
三，二，一，再见了。
二百年后的一月三号，如果可以，
我们再互相配合，做得跟好吧。
因为我，真的爱你。

被遗忘

2010-02-03T14:32:00.006+08:00

有时候，当你知道你被遗忘之后，
你就知道，这就是故事的结尾。
不管你喜欢还是不喜欢，
你都得接受。
那些说过的话，
信不信，都不重要了。
男人其实有时也需要安全感，努力争取过就好，
因为，你已经被遗忘了。
说了好几次的再见，
这一次，就是那了断的再见。
花儿谢了，花会在开。
人事物过了，不会再来。
Every time I hold you, I hold you like I never see you again.

Untitled

2010-01-31T14:53:00.004+08:00

I should really stop looking back in the past. It always gives me the heartache and chills on the back. When you put all the combination together, I don't know it make sense or not. Whatever it is, this case is closed and should be dusted by now. Je ne manques pas tu.

零

2010-01-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

一切都是由零开始，它，
就是最伟大，最庞大，最真实。

_ MOS _

2010-01-21T04:43:00.006+08:00

Yeap. MOS again! Wuhoo!! I gave excuses for not going to some meeting just to attend the uniform event and of course to _______. HEHEHE! X) . Is really nice to see her again after 2 days. Some how I know, I have a ______ . I know there's ______ around her and I know is not my place to ______ and is really not the time to ______ . Even if she ______ , I'll smile and I'll just flip the coin and so, yea. It was a nice day in MOS until i heard that ______ . Well, you cant get everyone to _______ right? AND I DON'T CARE :) I guess the Replay really stuck in my head this time. I hope you'll _______ , but even if you do, there's no guarantee that you'll ______ . So yea, I'll leave it to fate and follow the flow. I don't know how or why I _______ but whenever I ______ , I'll try. Overall, I had a great night and I wish the ______ pain will be gone in no time. Eyes closing!! Goodie night people!! :)

Holidays

2010-01-18T23:43:00.006+08:00

24/12/2009 - As usual, don't really know what to do or can do. Kepong friends busy go dating and I can only find Shearn as his the single boy while Yeong Ping have to work so he didn't get to join us on Xmas eve. So, Shearn, Kenderick and me went AC for pool. Yea, pool on Xmas eve. Kinda sad right?

25/12/2009 - Again... lol... don't know where to go or what to do. Don't really remember what I did in this day. Gosh, start aging already!! :'(

31/12/2009 - Called Rachel Liew to ask if she got plans and she said no so I asked her out. We thought of going Genting at first but then we changed our mind and we headed to 1u for dinner and movie. Asked Shearn to join for the movie session and he said don't want so we went for it without him. But after we bought the tickets an hour later, he said he wanna join but there's no seat near us already. :/

01/01/2010 - Sis took us to dim sum at Bangsar as her 24th Birthday meal. Love You Sis! Thank you for everything especially when it comes with monetary :P

13/01/2010 - Went MOS for the first time and get to know some great people! Sue Ann, Joanne, G-When, Luke and Chee Chan. The other 2 I forgot the name already... T^T

14/01/2010 - L4D2 + Yam cha and see people eat 2 roti planta! :o

17/01/2010 - Get cupcakes + Transfer stuffs + Pool + Dagei + Yam cha before new semester. Gosh, I miss holiday already!

On other days I just rot,stone, do house chores and color the gates for upcoming Chinese New Year for ze Year of Tiger ! *RAWR!!!!* Been hanging out with Shearn Sim lately. His a great company and a great friend. Thanks bro! :) In conclusion, this is a fruitful holiday and I can't wait to hang out with my friends again!

New Year Wish & Resolutions

2009-12-23T16:22:00.003+08:00

Few more days to go to rap up the year 2009.
This year is like heaven and hell for me.
I celebrate my 21st birthday this year,
Went to Redang for the first time,
Get 3+ in my cpga for the first time,
Sending my gf to the airport for the first time,
Tahan not to cry so bad for the first time,
Made few nice friends,
Dad's business getting better,
And what kills me is,
I lost the girl I loved so much.
The list shows that,
Nah, is not so bad. Right?
Well, missing makes the heart fonder.
Is like the end of the world at that time.
Things getting better now and,
I wish in the year 2010,
everyone that I love or I like can still be with me.
I wish I can go through obstacles and
I wish I can get use of maturity.
I'll be 22 in march and I know there's not much time to waste.
Nice results doesn't guarantee I'll get what I want,
But at least, I can make my parents proud again like I used to when I was younger and not so lazy(hehe, ya I know).
I have to be hardworking, well, at least more hardworking than 2009.
For the gf part?
Nah, I think I'll like to stay single for now.
Some where inside me I know I still misses her and loves her a lot.
Don't want to be unfair for the next.
But if the cupid do struck me,
Maybe, just maybe, I'll get things work out.
So, we say life is unpredictable and events can come just like that.
Whatever it is, what's done is done and we always hope for better days to come.
Hereby, I want to thank all the people who laugh and smile with me,
Whom Break my heart,
Whom Cheered me up when I'm down,
Whom Listen to me when I'm sobbing,
And to those who kept telling me it will be okay.
Thank you. I appreciate it. Somehow I feel stronger.
Merry Christmas and Happy 2010 People!! <3

I'll learn to love again 1 day.

2009-12-02T17:39:00.003+08:00

I'll bury it.
Bury the words I said to you,
bury the words you said to me.
Bury the unwanted promises made,
or the promises broken.
Bury the rules and regulations,
with the ropes behind.
The plane that flew away that day,
landed on some where else and never turned back.
I'll bury the times we argued,
because it is the venom for relationships.
Don't forget to bury the green eyed monster,
that attacked us numerous times.
Bury the love you said before you left,
I don't need that for a souvenir.
I'm glad to know that you are happy.
But another side of me,
he just want you again.
That,
I'll bury it too.
Thank you for everything.
Somebody told me that is okay to miss,
I think I will.
From all what I buried,
I hope 1 day what I buried,
It'll gloom to something beautiful to me and my love ones.
I'll learn to love again 1 day.
I promise.

I just can't stop, I don't know how.

2009-11-19T01:09:00.003+08:00

I should be sleeping now.
I'll be on-air in few hours time and there's classes.
I'm so cold right now and bored.
How nice if I can hug someone now.
I'm sleepy but when I lay down,
I think of you again.
I clicked and clicked,
and ya,
I saw something that affects my mood,
BIG TIME!
Baby here and there.
Should I get one myself instead?
And I thought I was the best entertainer.
Guess I'm in the best villain category too huh?
Or I'm just a forgotten star?
Oh wait, I'm a fallen hero.
Sometimes I wonder why I have to be like this?
Oh ya,
Now I remember.
There's you left inside of me and I'm still "cleaning" you out.
I have second thoughts on what I told Ch.
On the other end,
I think I'll just keep it.

[66]

2009-11-18T21:38:00.004+08:00

Is 66.
Is not easy.
I hope 1 day I really can make it.
Day by day I realize that I have a lot of flaws that I injected in that relationship.
Whatever it is, is already done and dusted.
There are dreams that woke me up, there are moments when I miss you and the tears just came down by itself and there are even sleepless nights and ya, no doubt, there are even lonely nights.
Is no big deal.
That's what I've been telling myself.
And I'll continue with it.
Wonder when it'll end.
Is just 66 right? Is just 66......

写个你的最后一个。。。

2009-11-07T19:13:00.004+08:00

香水，我没买，
因你已有那独特的味道
那就是我习惯的名牌香水味
你问我为什么就是爱，
怎么办？
因为爱所以爱，
可以了吗？
借口我真的很多吗？
我说不是，
就是不明白，
那就要取消资格?
别理我，
我犯贱
在你离开后的天空，
剩下只有无数的梦
在最后的战役，
我都还想留着陪你，
因为我都不明白你的黑色幽默
你给我的kiss goodbye，
都回不来了
祝你生日快乐，
亲口说了就没话说了吗？
手机那天，
都不想休息
快乐的不是我给的，
快乐是你自己取的对吧？
不觉得爱错，
谢谢你
我有过那唯一的感觉
有痛，有泪，
你我都受过
你会比从前快乐是吗？
是我想太多
爱了你太多
我只会说
是否都没把那如果做到
被伤透的心都不能继续爱我
命里有时，终会有，
命里无时，莫强求
最后的疼爱是手放开
I wanna heal and feel again.

Dreams

2009-11-06T23:21:00.004+08:00

Once again, you appeared in my dream.
Is this a sign of something?
What I remember is we are in the beach and you lay down on my lap and we were talking about something and laughing.
Well, is only a dream.
日有所思，夜有所梦已不是第一次了。

杨健溢

2009-11-06T00:25:00.003+08:00

很久没有大声笑了
只有大声哭
杨健溢，回来吧
是时候清醒了啦！

没有如果

2009-11-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

觉得有如果，可是没有如果，
这种感觉很累人。
如果你说没有如果，
就真的没有如果。
那我真的该休息了，
这如果，我不想了。
因为，我们没了如果。
再见了。。。。

2009-11-05T19:14:00.005+08:00

You want the rich so that the wants will always be reachable.
You want the good looking so that you are proud enough to show or should I say the eyes love beautiful things?
You want the smart so you don't have to worry about stupid.
You want the good body figure so that the lust can be fulfilled or there's guarantees in health?
Oh wait, once again, the eyes love beautiful things.
You want the loving so that hurtful won't ever come.
You want the loyal so that the scary betrayal won't ever appear.
You want the caring so that you won't be lonely.
You want this, you want that.
There's no stopping.
There's nothing wrong with it cause I know is just human's nature.
More, more and more is what we want day by day.
Wants can be change, but needs,
it'll stay until it dies.
Let's just ask what we deserve cause,
we are all pathetic realistic bastards.

It gave me a BIG scare!

2009-11-03T23:43:00.003+08:00

Came back from Uni and as usual I turn on my laptop to online before I take a bath. But then, it fucking scared me by hanging after I logged in. So, I restart it but then the same thing happened, oh wait, is even worst this time! The background changed to the original background when you first bought the laptop and everything is G-O-N-E! I'm okay with other stuffs which is gone but not the pictures cause it contains tonnes of memory in it! Fuck! I'm so fucking tired after a whole day of classes and an hour half meeting and it gave me this bull shit! Luckily I get back everything after 2 attempts of restoration and copy the pictures to my external hard disk. If not, I think I'm gonna burst into tears due to another devastating moment. I really don't want any upsetting moment in this few months cause I had enough of damage already. To alex's lappie : PLEASE DONT MOTHA FUCKER GIVE ME THE SAME PROBLEM AGAIN!! CB!!!!

爱情线上

2009-11-02T18:13:00.003+08:00

一段爱情，谁是谁非，
谁有谁无，谁给谁拿，
再怎么绕，都是属于你我之间。
在爱情线上，伤了，
就会留下疤痕吗？
就不能拿快乐的时光当药敷吗？
还是伤了就难已回头？
之间的信任，空间，
往往都遇上小考。
过了就算，过不到就得再考。
太多的失望，是因为不了解，
还是误会？还是空头的承诺？
承诺做到是良药，毁了就是毒药？
真的要那么计较？
爱情线上，
开心是必要，伤心是不要，
失望有时是难免，感觉还是最重要。
难得找到，就好好去爱。
牵了就不要轻易地说放手，说了，一定有刺。

French class

2009-10-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hmm... first day of French class. The lecturer was from a town near Nice, France. She's tall(around 178-180cm) and she have a model kind of body and she even looks cute. :D But the thing is, her French accent is just too strong and I think the people in the class can barely understand her English that she's trying to say. Overall, the class is quite nice and the lecturer is nice enough and there's even a cute girl that caught my eyes. Well, the eyes always like nice things and is a fact. I think this semester will be hectic as it is a short sem with 4 subjects to deal with. Arrggh!

I don't know why I'm moody right now. Maybe I didn't sleep well last night but a part of me says that I missed you and another side of me hates it. I guess I'm just a little not too over you. Oh well, that's life I guess. You can't have everything goes your way.

The recalled summary

2009-10-28T02:30:00.000+08:00

I havnt blog for quite some time, so here I goes......

March
6th: Wuhoo! I'm finally 21! Went to The Ship and had my birthday dinner with Thing since she havnt been there before(her dad promised her since she was a kid but didnt bring her. lol). The dinner was great. Heck, every where I go, as long I'm with her, I'm really happy.

After birthday dinner with her.I was a happy man.

7th : Wuhoo again! Is my 21st birthday Partay on this day! Mom asked me not to invite too much of friends before it occurred cause the house is small and mom couldnt really cook that much amount of food. (why not cater? cause my Dad $ not so stable compare to now). I do understand and never blame but only thanks my parents for the Partay as I heart you both always! So, I invited friends that are more close to me. I never really had the chance to thanks everyone for attending and for the gifts as well. I'm always a shy boy of doing all these though no one believes that I am one. LOL. Hereby, I want to thank my family, Thing(thanks for everything, I really do appreciate very much), and all my relatives and friends. I lazy to upload the photos so please do feel free to look at the photos in my fb.

My big 21 cake.

April

Hmm........ really cant recall what happened at this month.... but I know 1st of April is April fool's day! :D And.. the 14th month is my long time friend Tuck Seng's 21st and I can't celebrate for him as well cause I'm at Malacca(he celebrated at weekdays from what I remembered). Solleh! But he didn't manage to come to my party as well cause his newly appointed gf's birthday is at the same date of my party :/

May

1st : Is Labor Day, that means is Dad's 53rd birthday! Love him so much although we 2 are always like mars vs earth. Thing was very free during that time so she made this. Cool right?

Dad's birthday cupcake by Thing

Mine.

Mid May : Thing and Ning they all decided to come Malacca for a 1 day trip(at that time I'm still studying in Malacca campus). I was so happy till I can't really sleep well so I was a little bit moody that day I think. Ooppsy ha? But I was very to see her that day and I really did enjoy the trip with them and that is the first time I meet Wern Sern. :)

Posing For The Cam

June
Mid June : Finally, a longer trip with Thing after almost 3 years of relationship and before she's going to aussie land. It was my last month studying in Malacca as well and in my holidays we went Redang for the first time for me and second time for her. It was a nice trip though we saw dead corals more than fishes.

After snookerling.

Did a little gift - La Mirror- for Thing before she leaves to aussie land. It was nothing much though. My art cells always fails me even I have a load of heart for doing something nice. I don't really know if she likes it. I wonder is she keeping that now. Hmm..

Preparing the photo frame after telling her i'm at grandma's place.

This was stick to it.

27th : Went shopping with her on that day. Ning they all wanted to give her a surprise for her birthday in advance and farewell so I acted a little bit by telling her I need to rush home and all during shopping time. It was funny seeing her mad at me,dont get me wrong, I dont like her being mad at me, but at this point, she's just so darn cute! I recalled we went for a movie that night and till quite late + Ning they all wait for quite some time and they ask if I could make it before 12 cause Agnes cant stay for too long already. I hid something that Thing bought that day so I'll have some excuse to tell her I'll turn back and take it for her(I knew she'll ask me to turn back x) ). And finally, we surprised her.

A happy she is thanks to everyone.

The hands cover faces shot that day.

30th : Mom's 50th birthday! Dad was unable to celebrate mom due to works in out station. But, mom always have their 4 children to celebrate for her! LOVE YOU MOM!!

July
1st : Liu Jia Wen's 21st birthday! But unable to attend her celebration. Solleh!

A lot happened this month, the saddest thing happened was that Thing had to leave her family, her friends, her bed, her home, her country, and of cause, at the time, her bf - me. It was the last time she'll kiss me and hug me, and I really didnt want or expect any of it.

Thing talking with Huey using 3G.

My life is not that miserable though. Celebrated Grandma's 92nd birthday at uncle's restaurant. I love you popo! :D (pic will be uploaded soon.) That's about wraps up the month of July.

August
I cant really recall what happened during this month. This is what happen when you dont blog regularly. But 1 thing for sure, me and Thing, we argued a lot and on top of that, I missed her a lot!!

September
3rd: Yuin Thing's birthday. Didnt manage to get her birthday present on time cause kinda broke. Though, I did inform her that her present will be delayed and she said it was okay but I know she'll be upset and disappointed. I mean, who wouldnt be right? Is her 21st! Fuck myself!I wanted to call her that day, but before I can. She already ask me not to call. Till now, is still a mystery to me. Maybe she's just upset with me?

14th : The saddest day of my life. Enough said.

Continuosly.

I screw it all up, so you threw it all away.

it hurts so bad.

I don't think you even notice this.

29th : My Little Bro Wei Wei's 16th birthday! that boy is so shy when people wishes him. I think my bros and sis easily to get blush. Is in our blood! cute! x) Hope he'll get mature and won't be that lazy in the future. Worried about him for being too lazy, even lazier than me! :/

A lot happened during this 6 months, I laughed a lot, I crap a lot, I cried a lot, and I miss Cheng Yuin Thing a lot. I don't know when will I stop missing you but I hope it'll be soon. You're hoping for that as well right? I know you're already gone... Whatever it is, somehow, I gonna pick myself up. It will be hard and unwillingly but is time to put a full stop like you did to me. 1 thing I never really get to tell you is that I never really want you cause I only need you. Now do you know how much I love you? I'm sorry for everything that did hurt you. I'm sorry.

if only...

2009-06-07T01:01:00.005+08:00

If only I could play the piano,
I would play the songs you like.
If only I could write songs,
I will write songs about you.
If only I can jump higher,
I will grab the stars just for you.
If only I can careless,
Then I wont irritate you whenever you are not in the mood.
If only I have more confidence,
Then I don't need to worry too much.
If only I can make you smile everyday,
I won't even care if u call me clown.
If only I can read your mind,
Then you will stop calling me an idiot.
If only you can read my mind,
Then you will know I am not an idiot.
If only I can be a little bit richer,
I would like to give you anything.
If only life is like a fairytale,
Then it will end with a happy ending.
Nothing is impossible.
Me and you?
If only we can just ready for battle,
We will eventually win the war.
We wont get smooth sailing along the road,
just dont sink when it gets rough and tough.
If only, if only...

Pain!

2009-05-21T00:03:00.002+08:00

I'll try to endure all the pain.
I'm starting to lose myself.
I don't know who am I anymore.
Here comes the pain.

Nightmare

2009-05-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

Nobody told me it was coming.
Nobody knew it was coming.
Let's hope it won't hunt you down.

A waiter's love.

2009-03-23T18:28:00.002+08:00

You walked pass by me.
Without a word, you sat over the cold bench,
and pissed off on me.
Try to look into your eyes but you just ignore me.
I'm just like a waiter trying to take your order.
Can I just get into you and write down what you want?
May I take your order please?
Coffee, Tea or just me?

Yet, you just sit there.
Watching different people walked by,
and just let the time slips.
Hey you, can I take your order please?
Diamonds, jewels or just plain gold?

Come on baby, speak it out.
I'm tired of mind games.
Seriously, may I take your order please?
And finally, you looked at me.
You left, with a shade of tears falling down.

This guilt strucked me.
I should know your order will be,
a love with care, tender, understanding and of course,
a lot of love from me to you.

Your order is written down.
Love from a waiter to you.

想说的，想做的。

2009-02-28T23:17:00.004+08:00

躺在床上，脑袋不停的转。
身体不停的挣扎，它，很想休息。
妈呀！都几点了。
求求你，别在想了，累了累了，
真的，
想说的，想做的，
真的好多好多，
但，
没说的，没做好的，都已过了。
没人没错过，没人没做错。
就如郑板桥说过，难得糊涂呀！
算了吧。一笑遮千愁，笑多无忧愁。
改变自己的第一关，真的很难过。

Birthday Wishlist!

2009-02-22T20:30:00.004+08:00

Finally, is my time of 21 years of age. 2 weeks more I'll turn 21. Will be having a 21st birthday party at home and I have mixed feelings about it. Time really flies. Sometimes my mind will suddenly think back the things I did or I did with are really sweet. I guess is another stage of maturation? I hope my sail to the future wont be too rough. =)

Birthday Wish list:
1)everyone is happy at my party
2)mobile phone
3)external hard disk
4)speaker
5)sport watch
6)psp
7)actually I not sure what I want ><"
Lastly, I do hope everyone will enjoy my party. I don't want any unsatisfied customer. =D Adios~

W-H-Y!!!!!!

2009-02-21T03:27:00.002+08:00

WHY IT IS ALWAYS HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT!! I F*CKING HATE THOSE KIND OF SITUATIONS!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CANT WE HAVE PEACE?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

累

2009-02-17T03:29:00.002+08:00

真的很累。很想什么都不想，什么都不做。只想躺在一边，脑袋让它空白一片，手机就让它休息一天。可惜，我知道我办不到。同时，也很害怕什么都脱离，什么都做不成。就怕努力和心机也就这样白白没了。累，真的好累。身体和心灵都一样累。我可以投降吗？我能投降吗？这是实验吗？我的智慧真的会提升吗？真的好多问题想问，毕竟谁能了解，会用心，真心的告诉我那些答案？真的。。。。。真的。。。。。好累。。。。。

V-Day!

2009-02-16T12:10:00.029+08:00

Feb 14th. Me n my ThinG went for celebration at Mid Valley that day. Went to Ninja Jones Restaurant at North Point for dinner. Here are some photos. :)

Northpoint

In Northpoint

Ninja Jones

hmm..

Inside

The view from our seats

lovely :)

Starfruit vs. Orange

a shot while waiting for 3rd dish

this is nice

that's why we fight for it

That's all about Ninja Jones and after that we went for a walk.

Northpoint ladies's x)

Didn't really get or make her something which makes me lame and noob. ><" Will try harder on the following V-day! The gifts are as following:

for him

for us

for us

That's about wraps up this Valentine day. I hope it'll get better every year either we celebrate it or not. Like most people said, if you found the right one, everyday will be as sweet as valentine day. :) Adios~

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-25T01:39:00.002+08:00

Well, there comes another Chinese new year. Is the Golden Ox year! What can I say? There's been bumps during the year of Rat but hey, no one gets smooth sail all along right? What has past I'll let it be and trying to absorb the moral from it. I do hope I'll get more lucky and hopefully I'll get my ass work harder for everything I want. After all, the Ox is a hardworking animal , should learn from it ^^". Gong Xi Fa Chai!~

Telekom Service

2009-01-20T13:59:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm back online! It took me for a few days to get back my internet connection and is really frustrating when you payed the bills and you connection's status is not updated immediately. Ya ya ya, I did went to the activation counter just to remind them to active back my line after I pay them good money for it. The worker there said okay and the line will be back in few hours. Guess what, my line only been activated after 6 days and my efforts on dialling 100 just to ask for assistants. Conclusion is that I doubt they really doing their job for the salary they get. At least, you should be serving your customer and make them satisfy on your service and after all, you're working in a service company. Buhoo TM, Buhoo~!

Goodbye 2008! Hallo 2009!

2009-01-01T21:34:00.004+08:00

Another year gone. I hope everything goes smooth in the year 2009 and that's what matters most for me every year! To those who couldn't make it through 2009, rest in peace and bless all of us. To those who arrived in this year, welcome~ and lets hope there's a better world for us to live on. Happy 2009 People!~

Xmas Eve!

2008-12-26T02:35:00.002+08:00

Had my Xmas Eve at Portuguese Settlement, Malacca for the first time. Residences there decorates their houses full with Xmas things. Too bad i did not have a camera with me and my phone cam is long spoiled. I'll like to show pictures of them. The countdown here not as good as in K.L. but still, is nice enough. We just cant escape from being sprayed by people with those snow foam and party strings. So, we bought and sprayed them back and it all started when my housemate,Jason, get aimed consequently by little girls. LOL! childish right? I know, but it was really enjoyable. x) Come down to Malacca's Portuguese Settlement and enjoy Xmas celebrations if you have the chance people!

To My Best Friend Forever!

2008-12-26T01:39:00.008+08:00

Fat Boy! I miss you!! Where are you? I miss the days we spent together. Remember the first day u arrive my doorstep? You were afraid, and even shivering at the corner. You're so cute~! Everyone loves you! Even my sister! You and your furry golden brown fur and chubby little looks! How bout the time when I first bring you out for a walk? You were so scared of the German shepherd living next few doors which were barking at you. You ran and hid under the car, and I had my troubles getting you out. Silly you! I still remembers when you wanna poo you'll smell the floor, circle around that particular spot, then poo there. You were a good boy, you don't like to poo in the house after I bring you out to poo for only 3 time. Good boy! =) Oh ya, when I was bathing you, what's with that serious and stiff looks of yours? I know you don't like to bath but you just have to okay? By the way, I still don't get it when you " Ahh~ wooo~" whenever you hear the old newspaper thingy. Is really unique of you and it really gives us good laughs. As you grew, you enjoyed going out with daddy. You enjoyed follow daddy to his "fruit trees paradise" ha? When we're going to Alice aunt house you just like to follow us along ha? My mom used to tell you that your job is to look over our home but you this naughty boy just cant resist following us. You are so adorable when u ran and tried chasing our car especially with you tongue sticking out! Love it! You're a fast learner. Credits to you cause in 3 weeks time you learned how to shake hand and play dead. Though, sometimes you unwillingly to do it without any treats. Smart boy huh? Still, you can't escape for biting the morning newspaper, and spoiling sister and my shoe. You're punished and you learned your lesson. I'm proud of you boy! Although you can't understand what I share to you sometimes, but somehow you seem to understand sometimes. You tried to lick me when I told you some sad things, and you play dead to make me happy. I know, you'll keep those conversation and secrets safe and sound. *wink* Hey, where are you now? I really miss you. Are you coming back? If yes, please do come back quick. If no, can you at least tell me why? Did I do anything bad to hurt you? Am I not a good friend to you? I wanna have more memories with you boy! Screw those people who kidnap/kill you! Screw them take you away from me! If you're alive, please live well. If you're not, rest in peace my friend. I love you Fat Boy! I always will!

Money Money Money!

2008-12-18T02:47:00.006+08:00

Money, an everyday item that is needed for almost everything. No money = Difficult life, Less Happiness, Dull life and the list goes on. Who says money cant buy happiness? Almost 90% of happiness comes from money. Don't believe it? Let say your loves one wants a present from you or maybe you want to help the orphanage or the others that needs help financially? What say you? What can you do? Ya I know some people will say you can help them by doing something else which money is not needed or make a present for your love ones. But does those things really makes them happy? Don't get me wrong, I don't doubt the efforts on the people who did all the hard works but sometimes reality sucks. People just want to have more on everything. Is humans nature. No one escapes from it I guess. When you want more, you'll think of a way right? Money is the best solution of all things and still, it can't solve everything. x). Money doesn't grow on trees or falls from the sky and that's why, there's robbery. That's why, there's gambling. And that's why people always think of a way to get fast money. I know a lot of people realize what I'm blogging x), but still is nice to "alert" everyone again. So, work hard people! For the sick of your future, your family, your children, and of course the society! =)

New December Days

2008-12-13T00:33:00.004+08:00

Though, I'm not really a Xmas person, but during past December days, I'll be feeling excited about the celebrations coming up. But since i came study in MMU, it wont be the same this year. Celebratations like Xmas eve, Xmas, 31st Dec and even my friend's birthday party also hard for me to attend due to the University's abnormal schedule. Can you believe it? Exams is so near! I know studying is a student responsibility but y does this University's schedule is so "nice"? It's really the mood killer. So people, enjoy whenever you can. Have fun in those celebration you're attending. I'll miss the fireworks, large crowd, stunning decorations, and the good food! I guess growing up will really cut short all the holidays and all the party we had. Well, enjoy while u can people! adios~

Thank You.

2008-12-10T02:09:00.002+08:00

Thank you to my dearest Thing for helping to edit the layout which i don't really know how to do it. x) Thank a lot ya~ heart you!

泪™

2008-12-09T18:37:00.003+08:00

你流泪，我不配
男人泪，没有罪
竟然累，就应该退。
爱上你，不后悔，
即使累，也不会退。
你说累，我受罪
我知累，不应该退
退了一辈都后悔。
太厚了，不能退
爱上了，不知累
即使累了也一起累。
别掉泪，靠我背
我背得起你对不对?
在我背，别掉泪
因会被你影响而掉泪。
我爱你，对不对？
擦干泪，说不累
你爱我，对不对？

Welcome!

2008-12-04T17:10:00.004+08:00

Been editing my blog for some days. Funny to say that i've been choosing a nice skin for my blog but failed to get the skin fix. :( Jia Wen did tought me how to do it but still, it didn't happen. sigh. Welcome to my blog people. This is where i'll fill my heart and thus, you'll know more about me. Thx for visiting. Will b upgrade just like i'll be upgrading my life. :)